I Wish...

I was stronger. The shit I go through is taking it's toll. There's only so much one can handle. I feel weak thinking about everything. I stress myself out over everything.
I know I am strong, but are you, if you cry and give up some days?

Still have loads of time off work, but what will happen when I go back? Will people laugh at me as someone had said they have been? Will it be easy as I'm keeping myself occupied? NO is the answer, because my weakness is there. It's not fair!

Be strong My-Ha, you've done it before, you can do it again!