Eeeeekkk!

Entered my first half marathon for next month. 2 weekends after doing the British 10k!
This is serious EEEEKKKKKKK!
Gonna need Cory, Charlotte, Victoria and Lee is carry me to the finish line!

Away Away Away

Run Dem Crew
RDC West
Tell No One
Oyster Monday

Love it! Love them! Love what they do!

Definitely going every Monday!
Cory, Elle and Shameek are wonders!!!!! :)

It Does. It Does Indeed.

Need to ease up on everything?

Recovery...

Catching up on The Apprentice and Easter! *sigh*
Super late!

Can't Believe He's Dead! :(

R.I.P
You were the one to inspire me.
You were the one who got me to where I am.
You were the one to make me love it all.
You were ARE THE ONE!

Rest in peace.

Truly truly gutted.

Post Feelings

Methotrexate.
What a soul destroyer. Plus I hate needles.
I feel wrecked. But then I feel ok. And then I feel like death.
The sleeping at odd times is another thing. I get so tired all the time. Heavy eye lids and collapsing arms does not help my daily doings.

Side effects so far is the headaches and bloody vomits. Only vomited up twice mind. The stabbing pain in the abdominal area is a killer. Seriously. Don't think any pain killer can kill this murderer!

I'm crying a bit. Here and there. Hormones changing? Not nagged at anyone yet. Soon to come?

Back Thursday for the check up. I know I'm doing the right thing. I think.

Overall though. I feel fucking shit.

RIP MCA. Gutted.

Directed by Adam Yauch. So sick.

YES!

Fav Current Running Track

Slayer-Bloodline
This keeps me going

Shimmer

He calls me from the cold
Just when I was low, feeling short of stable.
And all that he intends
And all he keeps inside, isn't on the label.
He says he's ashamed
And can he take me for awhile.
And can I be a friend, we'll forget the past
But maybe I'm not able
And I break at the bend.

We're here and now, but will we ever be again
Cos I have found
All that shimmers in this world is sure to fade.
Away, again.

He dreams a champagne dream
Strawberry surprise, pink linen and white paper.
Lavender and cream
Fields of butterflies, reality escapes him.
He says that love is for fools who fall behind.
And I'm somewhere in between
I never really know
A killer from a saviour
Till I break at the bend.

It's too far away for me to hold
It's too far away...

Guess I'll let it go.

My-Ha Mail

Signed, sealed, delivered, it's yours! Hope you like it.

SIGH

..................
A big fat one!

:S

127 Hours

Just watched 127 Hours.

Few thoughts.

FUCK
DAMN
JAMES FRANCO IS HOT
OUCH

But mainly....

PREMONITION!!!

Aron Ralston..... WOW!

Sacrificing a part of you to get forward in life. I've dreamt this. I've felt this. I am doing this.
Things I've done in the past. Things I've regretted. Counted the things I've regretted. Chronically organised these regretful things. Make changes. See the changes. Live the present, but now see yourself in that shit hole that you can't seem to get yourself out of.

In this shit hole, you think. You think a lot.
You think about all the things you could have made different. Made better. Done better. BE BETTER! FUCK!

I day dream a lot. Most of the time on my commute to work. I spend a minimum of 1 hour on that slug hipster bus called the number 55. I like it. It's MY TIME!

The darkest thoughts have usually been when I've been at my lowest. The times where my health shrivels to its peak. Bad peak.
I've thought of many things. Things of when I'd have kids by. The sort of guy I would marry. How many, and how my children would look like. But these are thoughts. Are thoughts and premonitions the same?

Premonition:
1. an intuition of a future, usually unwelcome, occurrence; foreboding
2. an early warning of a future event; forewarning

I remember I blacked out once. I blacked out when I was doing radio therapy, and I laid there unknowingly, I konked out. I awoke, but I awoke from shock. That shock was my premonition.

I saw a funeral. Funeral that my family were in attendance to. Where was I?

I was six feet under.

My-Ha Lang. 1986-2013.

NO FUCKING LIE!!!!

This scares me. That film fucking scares me. WHAT THE FUCK!!!!???

It made me remember about this. I can't stop thinking about this. I will forever think about this.

Can premonitions come true? Am I that crazy to let it happen?

I'd rather sleep forever, now.........

This is probably so badly written, where it's just random words put down and you don't understand. But I don't care. I'll be out of here it seems!

Work Stuff

Did a shoot with Artego a few months back.

Did the colours and techniques for these looks.

Randomly searched online for it and they were already up with the techniques and how to do these looks!

It was a autumn/winter and spring/summer look we shot for 2012.

They came up with the theme for the looks. Richard directed the collection.
Haircuts by Richard
Colours by Me!
Styling by Michelle

Indecisive

Think you know best!? You don't My-Ha!

Fuck sakes! What do I do!?

I need food....... :(