Not sure if it is, but feels like it.
Nervous, paranoid, short tempered, everything it says!
I feel weird. I don't like it.
Thursday, 30 September 2010
Sunday, 26 September 2010
Your Gone.
Golden rod and the 4-H stone
The things I brought you
When I found out you had cancer of the bone
Your father cried on the telephone
And he drove his car to the Navy yard
Just to prove that he was sorry
In the morning through the window shade
When the light pressed up against your shoulder blade
I could see what you were reading
Oh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications you could do without
When I kissed you on the mouth
Tuesday night at the bible study
We lift our hands and pray over your body
But nothing ever happens
I remember at Michael's house
In the living room when you kissed my neck
And I almost touched your blouse
In the morning at the top of the stairs
When your father found out what we did that night
And you told me you were scared
Oh the glory when you ran outside
With your shirt tucked in and your shoes untied
And you told me not to follow you
Sunday night when I cleaned the house
I find the card where you wrote it out
With the pictures of your mother
On the floor at the great divide
With my shirt tucked in and my shoes untied
I am crying in the bathroom
In the morning when you finally go
And the nurse runs in with her head hung low
And the cardinal hits the window
In the morning in the winter shade
On the first of March on the holiday
I thought I saw you breathing
Oh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications when I see his face
In the morning in the window
Oh the glory when he took our place
But he took my shoulders and he shook my face
And he takes and he takes and he takes
The things I brought you
When I found out you had cancer of the bone
Your father cried on the telephone
And he drove his car to the Navy yard
Just to prove that he was sorry
In the morning through the window shade
When the light pressed up against your shoulder blade
I could see what you were reading
Oh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications you could do without
When I kissed you on the mouth
Tuesday night at the bible study
We lift our hands and pray over your body
But nothing ever happens
I remember at Michael's house
In the living room when you kissed my neck
And I almost touched your blouse
In the morning at the top of the stairs
When your father found out what we did that night
And you told me you were scared
Oh the glory when you ran outside
With your shirt tucked in and your shoes untied
And you told me not to follow you
Sunday night when I cleaned the house
I find the card where you wrote it out
With the pictures of your mother
On the floor at the great divide
With my shirt tucked in and my shoes untied
I am crying in the bathroom
In the morning when you finally go
And the nurse runs in with her head hung low
And the cardinal hits the window
In the morning in the winter shade
On the first of March on the holiday
I thought I saw you breathing
Oh the glory that the lord has made
And the complications when I see his face
In the morning in the window
Oh the glory when he took our place
But he took my shoulders and he shook my face
And he takes and he takes and he takes
Saturday, 25 September 2010
Friday, 24 September 2010
Not So Normal
Life sucks ATM. It really does.
I miss uni, I miss my ex, I miss healthy My-Ha, I miss normality!
I had my trichologist speak to me about hair loss today, as I mentioned to my doctors that I have been losing a lot of hair.
I've been told nothing can be done to prevent this, but she did say that if I don't condition my hair, it will help!!!
I understand that conditioner can make your hair lank and all, but does she seriously think I can live without hair conditioner! Does she realise that I still have hair at the moment??!!!
Pretty hard to find real doctors these days! Arghhh!!!!!
Been real down the past few weeks. I'm sad.
I miss uni, I miss my ex, I miss healthy My-Ha, I miss normality!
I had my trichologist speak to me about hair loss today, as I mentioned to my doctors that I have been losing a lot of hair.
I've been told nothing can be done to prevent this, but she did say that if I don't condition my hair, it will help!!!
I understand that conditioner can make your hair lank and all, but does she seriously think I can live without hair conditioner! Does she realise that I still have hair at the moment??!!!
Pretty hard to find real doctors these days! Arghhh!!!!!
Been real down the past few weeks. I'm sad.
Tuesday, 21 September 2010
Sunday, 19 September 2010
The Cricketer's Pub
When a pub or club is closed because it's become associated with crime or any form of antisocial behaviour, I always feel a little glum. Does shutting down such places change the behaviour of the patrons who gave it its bad reputation or simply move them and the problems they cause for others somewhere else? I'm afraid I think it's bound to be the latter. I felt just the same way when the Palace Pavilion was unplugged a while back, and that was despite gathering a petition against it and giving testimony in court.
That said, I won't be alone in being thankful that The Cricketers is losing its licence. You didn't have to walk past it too often in recent years, especially in the warmer months, to form a firmly bad impression of the place. It's easy to imagine that many people have taken lengthy detours to avoid it at certain times of day and night, and that cannot be OK.
All told, then, I'm glad that on 19 January the Council's licensing sub-committee has revoked the pub's licence with immediate effect. A letter sent to Councillor Rathbone says that the police and the Council's pollution team provided evidence of "frequent" breaches of licensing conditions and "public nuisance" being caused.
Best news I've heard all day. The Yardie pub on the Yardie road has now closed down! We can all live without fear! Horay!
That said, I won't be alone in being thankful that The Cricketers is losing its licence. You didn't have to walk past it too often in recent years, especially in the warmer months, to form a firmly bad impression of the place. It's easy to imagine that many people have taken lengthy detours to avoid it at certain times of day and night, and that cannot be OK.
All told, then, I'm glad that on 19 January the Council's licensing sub-committee has revoked the pub's licence with immediate effect. A letter sent to Councillor Rathbone says that the police and the Council's pollution team provided evidence of "frequent" breaches of licensing conditions and "public nuisance" being caused.
Best news I've heard all day. The Yardie pub on the Yardie road has now closed down! We can all live without fear! Horay!
Wednesday, 15 September 2010
Best Album Cover YET for 2010
I've yet to come across a real eye catching album cover until seeing the posters of Skreams.
Purchased the album online and it came through today. And yes, definitely the best cover for 2010 thus far...
Album reviews???
So far,
Ok?
Purchased the album online and it came through today. And yes, definitely the best cover for 2010 thus far...
Album reviews???
So far,
Ok?
Swimming With The Gods
I joined a health club today. Don't ask me why.
But do check out the pool! It's a listed building, and I swim in the Chapel!!
It's a 30 minute drive, but it's soooo worth it. Especially having to part with the monthly fees! =S
But do check out the pool! It's a listed building, and I swim in the Chapel!!
It's a 30 minute drive, but it's soooo worth it. Especially having to part with the monthly fees! =S
Tuesday, 14 September 2010
Anxiety Sucks
Called in sick. Mucus everywhere. Nice. Doing school run. Find out bro has football practice. Long. Waiting in car till it finishes. Feel like a paedo watching these kids kick ball. Refreshing in some ways. Sad in many others. Recorder instrument run afterwards. We're a family of musicians. Pah! Anxiety kicks in. Talking gibberish. Doing lame shit to keep myself occupied. Typing a lot. Meh........
I Quit
There's never been a job that I've really really enjoyed apart from the early stages of teaching life at the Sassoon academy. That was me at it's best. Meeting all the lovely international students and teaching them the My-Ha knowledge! It felt amazing! Especially with my role at 20/21 years of age! Pretty proud moment for me. Especially the travelling! :)
Took time out from working due to going back to studying and boy has it been refreshing...
I currently am in a job I pretty much hate now. I don't hate the place, don't hate the people I work with, don't hate any of it to be honest but I hate pretending. Pretending that everything is ok when it really isn't... Why?! Because someone works there and it makes my life hell!
Why do I let one person get in the way of work? Cause I can't help the way I feel about it. Going on as nothing is happening, pretending, ignoring the shit that is happening! It's not the one, soooooo looks like I'm quitting. Not because I'm weak or shit like that, but because I need to be away from you.
Out of mind, out of sight.
Took time out from working due to going back to studying and boy has it been refreshing...
I currently am in a job I pretty much hate now. I don't hate the place, don't hate the people I work with, don't hate any of it to be honest but I hate pretending. Pretending that everything is ok when it really isn't... Why?! Because someone works there and it makes my life hell!
Why do I let one person get in the way of work? Cause I can't help the way I feel about it. Going on as nothing is happening, pretending, ignoring the shit that is happening! It's not the one, soooooo looks like I'm quitting. Not because I'm weak or shit like that, but because I need to be away from you.
Out of mind, out of sight.
Monday, 13 September 2010
Take Note
I never spoke badly of you! Even till this day!
Keep holding your grudge against me, because I know I'm not a horrible person. I've apologised and apologised, but it still doesn't seem to be enough for you.
I am a good person. I am.
Keep holding your grudge against me, because I know I'm not a horrible person. I've apologised and apologised, but it still doesn't seem to be enough for you.
I am a good person. I am.
Sunday, 12 September 2010
Let's Get Old Skoooool!
My Sundays always consists of being a serious bum. Which include lurking for ridiculous amount of hours on the Internet... I did software updates on all of my Apple computers, which I might have to add, that on my White MacBook, the fan keeps running!!!! Worried? Hmmmmmmm.....
So who do I turn on???
My first Mac!!!
The Apple G5 Power PC!
Oh how I've missed this slow machine! So pretty in white!
Watching Friends from the beginning... On series 2 now....
Staff meeting later... Zzzzzzzzzz
So who do I turn on???
My first Mac!!!
The Apple G5 Power PC!
Oh how I've missed this slow machine! So pretty in white!
Watching Friends from the beginning... On series 2 now....
Staff meeting later... Zzzzzzzzzz
Friday, 10 September 2010
If Only....
...you guys knew how evil he is...
Pure evil. How can one exist!
Burn you piece of shit, BURN!
Pure evil. How can one exist!
Burn you piece of shit, BURN!
Wednesday, 1 September 2010
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