It's been time since I last blogged, due to the fact I have been real busy doing Bridesmaidy stuff for my cousin Trinh and Sean's wedding!
It was on Sunday, and wowwwww wwowowowww weeee! A wedding to remember! I loved every minute of it...
Congratulations Mr and Mrs Attwood!

This is moi! 1 of 11 bridesmaid! Crazy crowded on the aisle! Ha!


Wearing heels for 31 hours was a killer. I soldier it with not bringing any flat shoes with me! GO ME!
I feel a bit sad now that 'THE' wedding is over now, and there's not anything to really look forward to. Well my birthday, which may change to a week trip to Valencia for La Tomatina! Running around Valencia streets in your white wife beater vest, wearing scientific googles, while running around splatting every single person with a tomato! Ahhh it's gonna be big! Haha!

It'll be good for any blondes who's hair has gone a bit green! It'll go platinum in this festival! =)
Wow, as I was typing this, Trinh called me to let me know about prices and accommodation for Valencia!

I AM GOING!!!! Wahooooo! Come On!
Too excited to write more rubbish!
Offski!
Bisous x

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"Dylan, how are you? Are you still going with your dad to snooker? Say hello to dad for me ok?
When you go snooker, say hello to Co Yen for me.
I will ring you every morning to wake you up for school.
Take care and be a good boy.
I love you,
Mummy"

We miss our madre... =(

PAR!

So it comes to my attention that this so called wannabe word: 'PAR'. is getting used a hell of a lot these days! Not Par the golf term, but Par, the so called new cool word to use or so! It seems everything is a PAR these days! Meaning, it is a piss take, a fail, a let down, etc etc... What happened to the days of using the good ol' Queens English in everyday context? Seriously?
Why are you trying to be cool, street and urban? Your none of it, but just a stupid follower of a really lame word. Is the word 'DUNK' going to be something new too? I wouldn't be surprised, and the ones who will start all this stupidness are the ones who try so hard to be down!
I live in East London and always have done, and I see these wannabes come and go, trying this and trying that. It's not you, so stop! I'm not one to criticise people for trying, but at least know what's right for you, and that includes language!
I find it funny when people try so hard, but even funnier when people TRY to be someone they're not!
Some people can get away with using it, but others, give it a rest please! It's a PAR!


Do not get me started on the word DOPE! Haha!

I'm PARRING all you PAR users!
PARRRR!

On a lighter note. Have a tremendous day people! =)

To Be or Not To Be!

...my options are very slim!

Why is it, at a time of my life where I feel quite happy and content at how everything is going, something comes back up and offers you options! I don't like options, I rather just be given a straight up "Here, it's this if you want it" kind of talk.
Wondering whether to go back to square one and see from there and hoping things will develop, or just leave it how it was before any drama happened! What to do!?? Maybe I'm risking something here, or maybe I should cos I am only 22 years young!
It cannot get complicated enough! =(

Chavs Vs Hoes

2 more weeks Trinh!!!!! Wahhhhhhh!

Helllllooooo

I need to meet this person!!!

Let's Get Arty Farty

This is why you should get an iPhone. It has fun applications like this!






I have a Crackberry too, but it's nothing compared to the iPhone!
The first one's a cutey! x

Bichon Frise x Shih Tzu

I am looking for a Bichon Frise x Shih Tzu mixed breed puppy.
Do you know of any breeders who will have these cuties available for me to get one.
Please get at me!

Benetton's 90's Campaign

Ollie over at BNTL did a post on Benettons 90's controversial campaign.
It surprised me, because this campaign actually gets me angry when looking at it. Instead of actually backing the whole jungle fever, aids, poverty blah blah blah thing they are going on about, I see it so differently.
Using these images to profit from sales, using these images to make themselves look as if they give a shit. Why couldn't they just give a large sum of their money to a charity and not have to go through the whole shenanigans that they have put themselves in for. Personally, a really low move of theirs and seriously one to consider, not from just the consumers point.
Check it out. Honestly.

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I've got to admit it.
I...............

WORD

l love it when you get hate, it means your doing good things

I Think It Works

Bridesmaid dress. Instead of blue belt, it's a navy slash ish thing. Found cool shoes because I don't want to look too typical.
It works right?



Don't watch the camera phone/mirror taking pictures marlarky. I needed to!

Friday 26th June

Clinic today, so far so good. It's getting boring now and I am actually beginning to HATE going. To a stage where it feels pointless. Fuck sakes. It gets me angry.

Finished my Visual Communications assignment, one about Santa Coco Cola, (don't ask) and when draft reading it, I am such a dark writer. It's kind of scary. Maybe I should get into writing thriller/horror novels. That will get the money rolling in. I don't see anything, but in negative and dark vibes at the mo.

Live and Learn

It takes me time to learn and understand new things, but when I do, it's all a shock to me.
You get excited at the new involvement that is happening and you want to learn so much about it, that you use a lot of your own energy and time to look into it. You put feelings and emotion into something you would never thought would happen, and it does. Having that feeling of finally learning something fresh and new is exciting and something you think about, when going back home, or even during your days.

You see the good in it all and see only the good things from it. But if you look deep into it, you see the negatives sides of it, the cons. You don't think to think about that sort of things but to just see the best in it all and take it for what it is. How soon will it all be revealed? Who knows but there will always be a time for when it does.
You look back at what you have learnt, you smile and remember the time when it all happened. Having memories of cherished moments and odd/funny situations. The first time of this and the first time of that. It brings a smile to my face. Then, you click your fingers and slap yourself around the face and remember that this is not real and you snap back into reality. There's been numerous amount of times where I think I'm dreaming, seriously. I gaze into space for a good few minutes and then get that low feeling of it being real again. That takes the piss. Your body and mind teases you into thinking it's not. How does that work?

I am a stubborn person, and when it comes to deciding on something or laying something down, I always have something to say. learning from past experience, you should speak up, but at the same time, not. I've learnt a lot about myself this past year, because damn, has it been a roller coaster. Still learning though, and it's really hard. It takes time, but you see the light at the end of the tunnel eventually and you see what you've learnt is something to remember it of. You learn that some are not what they seem, and are in fact the most vile, shameless, heartless, hurtful thing you have ever come across. Shame it's been worthless and it's come out negative. This time.

Time for bed,
Night.

My Groom

Last night, over at Parkway, setting up new mac for the HQ, eating donuts and quavers to hold my hunger down, was the organising of THE wedding of the year.
Pairing up bridesmaids with grooms men. Who would look good together and making sure it looks right.
Me, I've got James. He better not smell... =p