Stressed

When I'm not doing anything, I feel it. I feel that shitty anxiety and shitty emotional shit that I shouldn't be feeling! It all comes back to me and I
REALLY need to shake it off!

Going to Run Dem Crew tonight but not going to run. Need to save my legs for the Gunnersbury 10k on Sunday. But I am itching to run so badly! But listening to wise words from Orsii, Elle's, Caz and Cory! I better rest!

So instead, I do another thing that helps relieve stress. I organise shit. A Virgo, so I can't help but be particular about a lot of things. Today, getting my sword fighting a.k.a fencing equipment ready for Wednesday!
Yes, I am that sad......

Need to vent some serious stress tomorrow, that I could easily (in my Hackney ghetto talk) jook someone, or in Layman's terms, stab someone. Yes..... I could.

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!