Methotrexate.
What a soul destroyer. Plus I hate needles.
I feel wrecked. But then I feel ok. And then I feel like death.
The sleeping at odd times is another thing. I get so tired all the time. Heavy eye lids and collapsing arms does not help my daily doings.
Side effects so far is the headaches and bloody vomits. Only vomited up twice mind. The stabbing pain in the abdominal area is a killer. Seriously. Don't think any pain killer can kill this murderer!
I'm crying a bit. Here and there. Hormones changing? Not nagged at anyone yet. Soon to come?
Back Thursday for the check up. I know I'm doing the right thing. I think.
Overall though. I feel fucking shit.
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