Last month, I had consecutive dreams about a different ex each time. All being nightmares actually.
Last night wasn't any different.
This was mainly about my first bf you could say. He was a troublesome boy, and it still felt it till this day in that nightmare.
He kept me hostage at times. Tortured me to do things I did not want to do. Batter me, made me cry, and basically made my life living hell.
Whenever I got the opportunity to go out and see my friends, I would beg them to come back to mine (where him and I lived) and make them stay with me. They knew nothing of how bad it was with him...
He would reluctantly give in, and let my friends stay with me for that bit, but after was always HELL!
I bumped into a recent ex, and it felt like a relief. I wanted to stay with him, as I knew he could protect me. He knew me better than any of the others. I confided in him, and he felt he had to do something for my wellbeing. It was awkward.
I awoke.
Answers????????
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