High hopes to then be disappointed seems to be the only way.
Will never win.
Will never get what I want.
Will never be 'that' easy.
Will always be the same shit over and over.
Will it ever be just perfect?
So fucking gutted.
Friday, 22 July 2011
Wednesday, 20 July 2011
FIXED!
When you try your best but you don't succeed
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
When you get what you want but not what you need
When you feel so tired but you can't sleep
Stuck in reverse
And the tears come streaming down your face
When you lose something you can't replace
When you love someone but it goes to waste, could it be worse?
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
High up above or down below
When you're too in love to let it go
But If you never try you'll never know
Just what your worth
Lights will guide you home
And ignite your bones
And I will try to fix you
PHEW!
Tuesday just gone was the day I was to find out whether the cancer had come back or not.....
DRUM ROLLLLLLL...........
In the clear 14 months running! =) PHEW!
What a fucking relief!
I feel to cry with joy with all this weight off my shoulders!
The images still doesn't look great mind. The cancerous cells are still about, but just spread evenly around the ovaries.
Happy?
........Just a bit. =)
DRUM ROLLLLLLL...........
In the clear 14 months running! =) PHEW!
What a fucking relief!
I feel to cry with joy with all this weight off my shoulders!
The images still doesn't look great mind. The cancerous cells are still about, but just spread evenly around the ovaries.
Happy?
........Just a bit. =)
Sunday, 17 July 2011
Thursday, 14 July 2011
Tuesday, 12 July 2011
OH!
Had my quarterly check up/scan today...
Results next week.
Had two bad dreams prior.
First one was of me having no eyebrows.
Second was me holding a pair of clippers. Started to shave the side of my head, but then just made my haircut into a bob style.
The fact that these two dreams have similar subjects, 'HAIR!', I'm freaking out!
Is it too good to be true or straight up realistic?
What made it worse was when my doctor had a look at me, and said 'OH', paused, and walked away without saying a thing to me!!!
Stressed out or what!!
Very sad at the moment.... ='(
Results next week.
Had two bad dreams prior.
First one was of me having no eyebrows.
Second was me holding a pair of clippers. Started to shave the side of my head, but then just made my haircut into a bob style.
The fact that these two dreams have similar subjects, 'HAIR!', I'm freaking out!
Is it too good to be true or straight up realistic?
What made it worse was when my doctor had a look at me, and said 'OH', paused, and walked away without saying a thing to me!!!
Stressed out or what!!
Very sad at the moment.... ='(
Sunday, 10 July 2011
Sunday, 3 July 2011
Word!
"M, Y, hyphen, H, A. It's the revolutionary name. You know why? Cos it's got punctuation in the middle of it! You don't often see that shit." S.Mouse (Angry Boys)
Wednesday, 29 June 2011
Almost 25!
Actually looking forward to getting older in August.
24 was not a good number. That oddly enough made me feel older, but bad older!
Bring on 25!!!
24 was not a good number. That oddly enough made me feel older, but bad older!
Bring on 25!!!
Sunday, 26 June 2011
Sunday, 19 June 2011
Friday, 17 June 2011
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