Hmmmmm

........ Maybe he's gay!???
=S

Will You...

People need to stop getting engaged, married or getting pregnant!

It makes me feel that tad bit more single!
Blehhhhhh!



Nope, not mine!!!! :(

What is Anxiety?

After years of battling this, I still can't quite figure out what it actually is, or the proper cause for it!

Is it when you are given bad news or something you don't want to hear that then makes you panic?
Is it another word for depression?
Is it a sign of paranoia?
Is it the come down of when something was sooooo good but then has just ended up shit?
It is caused by stress?
Is it your nerves getting the better side of you?
Is it because you think too much?

I can go on and on, and I would say it's all of the above plus more! I just can't quite pin point my point! This makes me agitated!

Wish life was as easy as it is on The only way is Essex!!!

BSG 2011

Man, I look sooooooo fat in this outfit.
Definitely not wearing it again! PISSED.


Brett and I with the Not so much 'Curve' collection girls.

Real Talk

I know what I have to do!!!!!

I feel a lot better about it now!

=D

Your loss, not mine...

Change of Field

I thought I lived by the canal....



I now seem to live by a fully grown grassy, moss, fungi piece of land! Urgh!



Who do I call to sort this!!!!??
Not the best view lately!!!

Dinner for One

Soooooo good!

Lasagne

Was invited round for dinner to have some home made lasagne...

It was good.

It made me want to make my own...


Yeah..... So..... not sooooo great!
REMEMBER THE WHITE SAUCE MY-HA!!!!!

Second time round



Getting better at it....
Almost to perfection?

People have said it is nice! RESULT!
Making another in a bit...

Must learn to make something else!

Basket Toff!

Slowly getting the hang of cycling. Took my bike out in the park today after a morning at the gym, and actually feeling ill, I still prevailed!! Getting better....
My-Ha on the streets soon come!
Hooter broke. Gutted.

Ugh!

Didn't realise how many 'dents' I had on my face!


So Special at the Alibi on Friday 10th June just gone had to be the best one yet! SLIMZEEEEEEE! =)

Excited Much?

"You give my heart a boner!".

One on One

What does one do when feeling a bit bleurgggh! One sits in Tinderbox facing a wall drinking hot chocolate with a raspberry smoothie and eating chocolate cake! I don't even like chocolate! Starring at a blank wall, but canvas I would like to say it and reflecting on what's going on at the mo, painting what I would prefer ones life to be. Shit! One must get out of the hole! It feels fucking lame...
Why is one talking like this?
One needs to shake it off! :)

Everyone seems to be getting engaged and pregnant at the mo, and where I congratulate and share my happiness with them, it only makes me feel just that tad bit lonely! Yes, thanks guys!!!!!!

I've worked hard now, now I wanna play. Summer is here, festivals are coming, annual leave is approaching, my hair is long enough to let it down, so what the fuck am I eating chocolate cake for and reading Glamour, women of the year issue in Tinderbox!!!? Jesus!!!!

Sad Day

Today/tonight, I am in a dark place... It feels horrible.
Words cannot describe how it feels. Almost, stabbed in the back, or the feeling of let down from someone you care about.

Why? Exactly the same question I ask...

Can one be so persuasive that it can change someones mind and for the better or is that just living in a dream that you want it to be?

I feel sick, double sick from this horrible medication I got from the hospital that I am on for two weeks, and just generally love sick???? Fuck knows, but I don't feel great at all...

Work is stressful and at the moment, life is!
It's not meant to be! I've been there and done that, so why again!? Pretty angry at myself for letting it get to me to be honest. But I guess some things you just can't help.

I feel very sad now...
Can't sleep. This is lame.

=)

"Sex is the most fun you can have without laughing."

Woody Allen

Will You Buy Me?

Prostitution and Escorting just got better! Wooooo!
Ha!