Father Moves On...

It's been most probably over 9 years since my parents have gone their separated ways. Was I upset when it all happened? Not really to be honest, and probably the reason why, is because they just didn't get on. Arguing, fighting, always tension in the house, just pure madness! Mother did the one thing she shouldn't of done, and left father to battle it out himself...
To be honest, I never really got on with my dad... Many reasons to be said.
Nonetheless, my mumsy moved on and had 2 more children with the guy she is with now, and is pretty much happier. Father on the other hand, I had no idea what he was going through. Living on the other side of the world for a bit, up in Scotland, a bit in London, he was all over the place!

My older sister saw him yesterday, and yep, that transition appeared. He had finally moved on. He was sitting there with his new partner (Saying girlfriend is just a bit cringing!) at my cousins little baby birthday doooo.

Am I upset? NOT AT ALL! I'm over the moon that my dad has finally moved on. Just hope this woman makes him happy!

Good luck Daddy! Love you always, even if I don't show it!
xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Oui Oui!

Watched 500 Days of Summer AGAIN! Love it!



=)

Cudi Happy Happy!

ALAS!
One of my favourite tracks from 'Man on the moon' album, Pursuit of Happiness have come with a music video!
Considering Cudi genre is Rap, his music video comes as a pleasant surprise.
From the moment I heard this track, it brought sparks in my body. Knocking down demons, climbing over great walls and vanishing those problems away! I absolutely love it!

Not sure why Drake had to be in it tbh...
Please watch! Appreciate the track!

Not a Scrooge

It's reached the hours of 01:56. The date is the 23rd of December. It is less than 48 hours till Jesus day.
Is the Christmas tree up? No.
Has the Christmas dinner food been shopped for? No.
Has the Christmas presents been bought? No.
Have I written out 1 Christmas card? No.
Do I feel Christmassy? NOOOOO!
Tis' the season to not be jolly!

Nonetheless, we are having Christmas dinner at ours with the cousins coming over and shit. Christmas crackers at the ready, and they best wear their friggin' hats!

My aim tomorrow is to start and get all my Christmas shopping done, and not forgetting the food.
Hoping to get a turkey tomo, fingers crossed!

"Bokkkk booarrrrkkkk!" (That's a chicken/turkey noise btw)

MERRY FU*KING CHRISTMAS!

A Scouses' Bug's Life!

They make the Scouser accent more appealing!
Makes me laugh everytime!

WINSTON!

The best security guard EVER!

Cedric/Edward/Robert

Ahhhh see! No one liked him here, apart from me, but you all do now innit!?
Perhaps a hype ting? Ha!

Play

Paris April '09

Stealing

Memorable pics of Barcelona when I went with S'hit'kens in Feb! Ha!

Quote of The Week

"A woman has got to love a bad man once or twice, to be able to be thankful for a good one" - (Marjorie Rawlings)

Been there, done that, more than twice! =S

New Month, New Moon!

Things are weird. Things are going back to how it use to be. Things are just complicated.
Who would of thought choices were bad? You would think you were lucky enough to be in a world where you had these options and you had the right to choose the one that was right for you and suited you and your lifestyle.
Tonight, I came across that. Cried at little parts, and saw the pros and cons of certain ones.
Seeing who is good for you, and who blatently isn't.
Boy have I been blind! All that time, I cussed the boy for being this and that, when actually, when I come to think about it. He is the one! A quiz helped me also!

I want to go back there. I want to repeat it. I want to feel that weird feeling again.
Jacob, come take me! Ha!

Watch New Moon bruvvvssss! =)

Deadly Rhythm 18th Dec

He-Man a.k.a Balistik, will be spinning the decks at Deadly Rhythm on Friday 18th December, along side Skream, Joker and blah blah blah!
Well done James!!!



Weeeeeeeeeeee, I cannot wait!
x

Kitty

I'm sure we are totally, 90% buying a dog in the year 2010, as mother says it's a good luck year to have them.
I can't help but love Kittens, but ONLY kittens and not when they grow into scary preys. CATS! (well some are ok)
Erin posted this link onto her Twitter, and it has made my day. (Only after waking up at 3:45pm!)



Casino party tonight... Las Vegas style? Perhaps some dice throwing malarky? I'm sure it'll be fun!
If not, Deadly, here I come!

The Wonders Of The iPhone!

Yes yes people, this is a new level for me. Blogging from my iPhone. Be prepared for some pointless posts and unworthy reading material. Or it could just be a insight for you to be nosey in my life!

AwwwooooOOOOooo!
Bisous! Mwah mwah! X


- Posted using BlogPress from my iPhone

K.I.G Family

OMDs, all that time I was cussing that Head, shoulders, knees and toes song. My school mate, Chris is 1/3 (or how ever many there is) of the K.I.G Family! Oopps! Sorry Chris! Ekkkk!
My friend Chris is the one kneeling down in the purple!




Can't believe I just clocked just now! Ha!

Keep it up Chris, still....
x

No More

Heart Skipped A Beat

Please don't say we're done
When I'm not finished
I could give you so much
Make you feel, like never before
Welcome, they said welcome to the floor

It's been a while
And you've found someone better
But I've been waiting too long to give this up
The more I see, I understand
But sometimes, I still need you

I was struggling to get in
Left waiting outside your door
I was sure
You'd give me more

No need to come to me
When I can make it all the way to you
You made it clear
You weren't near
Near enough to me

Heart skipped a beat
And when I caught it you were out of reach
But I'm sure, I'm sure
You've heard if before

See You TONIGHT!

HLC, all the way! YES!

Testing

Original

B&W

Boosted in some ways

Tint


I think I like the boosted one more. I think I'll use it! =)

STRESSED

...ahhhh just a little.


I'm already dreading 3rd year! Ekkkk!

Month 3

Still in the clear... =D
Keep it up immune system!

It's a PARTYYY!

Bare excitement and energy going on here!

Dear Santa...

I've been a good girl, and I know I deserve this for Christmas!
Balenciaga Anthracite Work bag please! =)

Sweet Disposition

sweet disposition
never too soon
oh reckless abandon
like no one's
watching you

a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh

just stay there
cause i'll be comin over
and while our bloods still young
it's so young
it runs
and we won't stop til it's over
won't stop to surrender

songs of desperation
I played them for you
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh

just stay there
cause i'll be comin over
and while our bloods still young
it's so young
it runs
and we won't stop til it's over
won't stop to surrender

a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a kiss, a cry
our rights, our wrongs (won't stop til it's over)
a moment, a love
a dream, a laugh
a moment, a love
a moment, a love (won't stop to surrender)

DMZ

...with the Black and White disposable!

Mala ALWAYS smashes it for me!


Group shot...

I'm just all HAIRRRR...

Andrew came down from Birmingham for this.


The BEST DMZ night I've actually been to!

2010

Hello Puppy!!!!


Mix of Jack Russell and I dunnooooo!!! =P

GOOSE

I remember a few years back, my friend Emily, who is a stylist asked me to do the hair styling for a photo shoot and music video for this band called Goose. An Indie, Rock, Electro music band. I thought, what the hey, I'll go for it. It was paid luckily!
It only came to mind just now after checking my myspace, and it was quite an experience... They were pretty hard to please with the hair, as they didn't want much cut off and we're pretty much annoying...
Here is them...

Goose short film

GOOSE | MySpace Video

Here's the music video. Shot in Brighton!
Styling by Emily. Hair by ME, My-Ha! Although, in this video, they are constantly wearing helmets, it was for a shoot before hand! =)

It was my first ever 'out of Sassoons' hair work. Pretty pleased it was for Goose! =)

Check out their myspace here!
I wouldn't mind getting back into video, editorial stuff again actually. It was fun.

Cherry

I broke my virginity...
Only my sister knows...
I can now feel no pressure when it come's down to it.
I can happily insert when needed.
It looks sweet, it looks appealing and it looks safe.
I feel I have knocked it out of my system.
=)

Chelsea

I miss Chelsea. I miss Chelsea when she use to stay with me. I miss Chelsea when she was a baby... I miss her! I must pay her a visit soon!


Isn't she beautiful? A cute ball of fluff! Awwww

I Hate Mal...

Mal, who teaches me on Monday mornings needs to fuck off from my life...
I cannot wait till this semester is over so we don't have to see his ugly mug anymore!
He got us all together on Wednesday morning so he could have a 'quick chat' to us about our presentation that was due for Monday, but really it was an opportunity for the prick to have a go at Tulay and I for not being in attendance to all of his lessons. I looked at him with pure hate and thought, you fucking prick... Stating that he wanted us to suck all knowledge we wanted from him, because he studied a Masters degree blah blah blah...

So, because you study a Masters degree, it makes you fucking god, with all the knowledge in the world, the best at everything and to go see and lick arse to get all info from...
GET REAL! Infact, pay to get laid you fucking dick!
During the whole time, I just stared at him, thinking in my head, I already know what I'm doing for his lame module and that I'm gonna smack it out on Monday! He pissed me off soooo much, even till this day, as I'm working on the work now...

I work better at a desk and from home, not from the view of your bum hole you prick!

Happy Birthday Benjamin!

Comme Des Garcon Fall 09

This is not a joke... I NEED this is my life. As materialistic I may sound, it's coming towards Christmas, so shoot me!

Beautiful People

Thanks to Simon Archer!

I Love/Hate You

Ever since I started my degree course in Graphics / Digital Media Design, Typography has been one of my favourites. Not my strongest, but I'm working on it and I'm slowly getting there, like watching paint dry... (I'm not that bad!)
Typography is everywhere and used in pretty much everything, but you probably just don't realise it...
Think about what your favourite font is when you've written essays on Microsoft word, and bam, thats one area of typography there... I bet you use to use the most decent size fonts and enlarge it, just so it looks like you've written a lot on your lame essay! Ha! Anyways...
I came across this and it's cleverly done... Reminds me of when you want to say these certain 3 words, but afraid of doing so because they are THAT powerful of words that you get into a kerfuffle about it... So how about just showing them this.

Clown Socks

For the socks, get at me.
For the trainers, errr don't get at me, get at INSTANT BARBER!
I help him out with his swagga! Ha!

Socks are on point! I made myself one too! Matching eh?

City and Islington Project

A working progress...



Adobe Flash can be a bitch to work from!
Wish us luck for the pitch on Wednesday!

Chris Brown - I Can Transform Ya

It's been a while since I've seen a well directed, half animated, half digitalised music video since Kid Cudi and Lady Hawke.
But tonight, I have found one that NEEDS to win a VMA! No joke!
I'm not a fan of Chris Brown, but my gosh, he received a few brownie points for this video!
Well done wife beater!

East to West!

I soon will be a West London chick it seems! Blahhhhhh!
Everyone, go to The Green Rooms, and Mahdi restaurant! Hmmmmmmm! =)

Frankie Says...

RELAX?
More like.....
I cheated on yo' ass but here are millions of gifts for you!
Learning curves are great!
Thank you!

Brazil

This must be me next year... Who's on it?

Every Kids Nightmare!

Love

I'm just in love with myself tbh... Don't get it twisted!